| I remember once sitting in bed
greedy to write to and from my angels. To my right, on the
nightstand (which, in fact, was the corner of my dresser) there stood a
lone pillar candle. It was white. (I always lit that candle
when I talked with the angels.) It struck me this night to stare
at the flame for a time. I watched as it danced; the draughts in
the room pushing it from side to side, but the flame was
undaunted. It may have flickered from time to time but each time
the breezes subsided, the flame continued reaching upward - ever present
- and growing upward, always burning brightly.
Did you ever wonder why things from the earth
grow UP? Plants and trees, flowers, hills, mountains grow
UP. We build from the ground up, not from the mountain top
down. We put bulbs in the ground and they spring UP! We dig
foundations for our homes, then build upon the earth UPward...always
UPward.
The expressions we use: "Cheer
Up!", "Liven Up!", "Open Up!", "Onward and
Upward!"; why is this? When we feel good we often hear the
expression, "I'm having such an UP day!". When we see a
friend who seems blue, we ask, "Why so low?".
Throughout history we've been taught that
heaven is up and hell is down. Up is good. Down is bad.
Let's return to the flame. Once it's lit,
its fire provides numerous things: heat, light, a warm glow.
Next time you light a candle, take some time and stare at its
flame. Notice its appearance and characteristics. Look at
its foundation floating above the wax, the way it holds to its wick, the
fact that it's wider at the bottom, brighter in the center and it's ever
reaching, pointing, grasping UPward. Always upward.
Now imagine that this flame resides within your
own heart. Truly think about it a moment. Close your eyes
and really feel your heart inside your body. Focus your energy
inward until you find that flame. It's there isn't it? I
believe that flame to be where love lives within each of us. It's
that part which God placed inside us even before we were
born. He took our "wicks" and lit them from His own
eternal flame and then lovingly blew us to our earthly homes.
We survive our hurts. We live beyond our
heartaches because each of us carries that part of God that is the flame
of love. Yes, it does waver. At times in our lives the
breezes come and cause our flames to flicker. We feel lost.
We feel scared. We even feel alone. We have health problems,
we lose loved ones, we suffer depression, grief and anguish. But
through all of this, our flame remains lit. It doesn't go
out. It may dwindle and at times even seem cold, but as long as we
breathe (a flame needs oxygen to burn, yes?), it is there. It
cannot be extinguished.
Those of us, which is all of us, who have lived
and survived heartache know this to be true. Have you ever had
your heart broken, dwindled for a time, and eventually come back to life
to live and love again? It's because God is within us - our flames
are never extinguished - therefore, we CAN overcome virtually anything
this earthly world throws at us.
Ever wonder why we use eternal flames to
remember and honor our heroes? Why do we call the loves of our
lives our "flames"?
It's because we are each a part of God's flame
and as such our own flames will burn eternally. Our flames equal
love and ARE love incarnate. Our very existence symbolizes the
love God has for us.
Return once again to the single flame
flickering in the night and think about it. Why DOES it grow and
burn UPward? Why does it take more than a single breath to blow
out?
The very fact that you breathe is symbolic of
God's love for you. The trials you may be facing in this life are
those "breezes" which cause your flame to flicker and become
low. Be still for a time and remember God's love for you and know
that soon enough the love within you, your very own part of the light
which IS God, will burn brightly again. For your flame was lit by
God's own hand, that which IS love; The "fire" burning
brightly upward which resides in all of us.
He loves you. I love you. We are
all part of one another and we have scores of upward experiences to
come!
Upward = growth. Upward = God.
~Just some thoughts from me to you!!
Alexis :-)
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